The DAY I Puzzled!

             THE DAY I PUZZLED

Today, I thought to confess my feelings.
First, I'll ask to him on FB.
"If I want to tell you something;
Will it be late telling it after an year?"

But, then another thought struck.
If it'll be something like that;
Would mean I don't believe in God.
And, perhaps by doing all that ;
I'm not allowing my life to go on as earlier I've thought!

Why is it so?
Why all this is happening to my soul?
Think if it would be;
Then the new love story can't exist at all.

Meanwhile, one more thought struck;
So what? If it won't be.
My love might be with me!
But, it's a 'might' not a 'surety'!
And, it might can also be;
If I won't confess my feelings.

All over is confusion.
All over is perhaps.
All over is illusion
All over are different ways.

I'd got struck that which one to choose?
Please God, help me choose the right way.

How moron! How fool I am!
If I'm asking help to God right now beleiving that he will.
Then why today I met with such an ill?!